22/02/2025

Learned that flexbox layout is actually not that difficult to set up (to some degree, at least). Now I'm thinking on how to implement that on this website and how tedious it's gonna be😭😭😭

01/02/2025

Started working out more recently. I've started before the holidays, but stopped for a few weeks, so I'm starting again. And tbh I didn't expect to eat SO MUCH because of that. I always knew I ate more than I'd like to admit, but because of me trying out daily exercise I feel more hungry than ever lol. I still need not to overeat (not just because of the fear of losing progress, but also to avoid bloating and other unpleasant stuff), but it os proving to be really hard. I am still proud that my weight is going down and not too quickly, so at least I know I didn't mess up there (for now, at least)

23/01/2025

There have been a lot of changes currently in my life, it's kinda funny.

Firstly, I am more active about looking for a decent job! I mean, I just became more serious about it.

Secondly, I'm going off my antidepressants! Withdrawal syndrome is no joke, even if we are taking about slower reduction of a dosage. It's gotten better now, but just recently I've been having headaches and mood swings almost every day since I started. Nah, I feel like I can handle living without those things as of now, even if I need time to adjust.

And finally, I've been revising my gaming collection and habits! At least I updated my CFW on my modded Vita (and will be able to increase its storage soon heheh), found a professional to fix my 3DS (it will take some time until the parts needed for repair are going to come, but at least I found a person in my city able to do the job! I'm willing to wait for that), bought and customized a Miyoo Mini + (VERY decent device for its price, looks like a GameBoy clone in appearance, but able to emulate a lot of games from older generations), installed EmuDeck and some games on my Steam Deck, bought a cute pink controller that can also connect using various methods, updated some sowfware and drivers on my gaming laptop (have some hardware upgraded planned, such as RAM and larger SSD and so on)... I'm living good actually and very happy about my improvement over my 3DS situation, since it's been broken for a while now! When I get it back all fixed, I want to setup a Pretendo account (I have it modded, but didn't know about this, so I'm eager to try it!)

And I also want to work more on my website since I haven't updated it a lot lately and I'd like to change it's structure a little but I feel like I've forgotten all the CSS needed...

9/01/2025

First entry of the year yay!!

A lot has happened lately. I've got a bunch of presents I really liked and I got into retro gaming! Maybe I'll even get a part-time job! I am not disclosing too much details because privacy and stuff, but it feels like I'm more in tune with myself, if you can say so, haha. I want to showcase the things I got once my controller arrives!

13/12/2024

Kinda pissed off today because I found out my main blog on tumblr got shadowbanned for whatever reason😐

12/12/2024

This is more of a reminder to myself than anything, but: Make bad art. Make bad videos. Take bad photos. Make bad things!! Not for the sake of them being bad, of course; it's in our human nature to try to do the best we can. Make them bad so that the next things you create are better than the last; because perfection, in itself, is unachievable.

11/12/2025

I clenched my jaw way too hard and I accidentally lost a piece of dental filling😭 Have to go to the dentist soon

10/12/2024

They will never see my true worth. They will never acknowledge my accomplishments. They will not recognize my talent. Everything I do is mediocre to them and idk if I should care at this point. I'm not backing down on my unwillingness to play the rat race, but these thoughts still haunt me.

9/12/2024

Chasing perfection stifles you, makes you unable to breathe and straps you of freedom. Imperfections, however, are inherently human and are a part of our nature. Sure, striving to become a better version of yourself is necessary for our growth, but when it is done just for the sake of the grind itself - this can be problematic.

And that's why I've decided to abandon this rat race altogether; my well-being is more important than my achievements and my "worth" as it is perceived by society.