13/12/2024

Kinda pissed off today because I found out my main blog on tumblr got shadowbanned for whatever reason😐

12/12/2024

This is more of a reminder to myself than anything, but: Make bad art. Make bad videos. Take bad photos. Make bad things!! Not for the sake of them being bad, of course; it's in our human nature to try to do the best we can. Make them bad so that the next things you create are better than the last; because perfection, in itself, is unachievable.

11/12/2025

clenched my jaw way too hard and I accidentally lost a piece of dental filling😭 Have to go to the dentist soon

10/12/2024

They will never see my true worth. They will never acknowledge my accomplishments. They will not recognize my talent. Everything I do is mediocre to them and idk if I should care at this point. I'm not backing down on my unwillingness to play the rat race, but these thoughts still haunt me.

9/12/2024

Chasing perfection stifles you, makes you unable to breathe and straps you of freedom. Imperfections, however, are inherently human and are a part of our nature. Sure, striving to become a better version of yourself is necessary for our growth, but when it is done just for the sake of the grind itself - this can be problematic.
And that's why I've decided to abandon this rat race altogether; my well-being is more important than my achievements and my "worth" as it is perceived by society.